Euphoria (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} anorexchic) wrote,@ 2008-02-29 08:54:00 |
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So I'm sitting here drinking tea, and NOT eating breakfast because I know what's coming later. Mom is taking me out to get a haircut, eyebrow wax, pick up paycheck, pay off PPH and most imporant (to her) lunch at Alfy's Pizza. Fear not! It has been pre-decided that we will partake only of the salad bar. I took another double dose, I will not enjoy it (the salad). I am also really goofy.
So apparently, the only way I can get any good sleep is by getting stoned first. The thing that made me tired in the first place (at 1 am) was pot. I was awakened by my cat at 4:30 am, spent an hour tossing around, then reading before finally catching the hint and taking another two or three tokes. Fell right to sleep about 15 mins after that. Fuck. That's going to be an expensive habit. A weird thing that I noticed is the Celxa dialates my pupils. That doesn't look very good, like I am DEFINATELY on drugs. I hope I don't have to keep uping the dose to get the same effect. Can you abuse an anti-depressant?
::Edit::
So for lunch Mom took me instead to Tokyo Stop and I got an 8 piece cali roll. Got my hair cut and eyebrows done after that. I look great, but I need a hair straightener. She asked me what I wanted to do with my bangs. I giggled and said I liked her's, could she do something like that? I'm sure she gets the request all the time. My paycheck was only 68 dollars and I had to give it all away to PPH. I won the bake sale basket at work! It's worth about 200 dollars. Inside there was two bottles of perfume, Valentino and Escada, a bunch of stuff from Benefit and some mascara and makeup remover from Clinique. Some of it is like face powder and blush, which I don't use because I like being pale and my face gets pink enough on its own. But I still won, holy shit!!
Wow, tangent.
I also ate 1/2 cup oatmeal, 1/2 cup almond milk, 1/2 cup total, and 1/2 cup frozen blueberries for dinner.
Then my parents came home with pie, and Mom watched me eat it. Some of it. Too much. So that's an unnecessary 360 cals (estimated by sparkpeople).
Today's total: 930. Burned about 105 cals walking around just doing stuff.
So apparently, the only way I can get any good sleep is by getting stoned first. The thing that made me tired in the first place (at 1 am) was pot. I was awakened by my cat at 4:30 am, spent an hour tossing around, then reading before finally catching the hint and taking another two or three tokes. Fell right to sleep about 15 mins after that. Fuck. That's going to be an expensive habit. A weird thing that I noticed is the Celxa dialates my pupils. That doesn't look very good, like I am DEFINATELY on drugs. I hope I don't have to keep uping the dose to get the same effect. Can you abuse an anti-depressant?
::Edit::
So for lunch Mom took me instead to Tokyo Stop and I got an 8 piece cali roll. Got my hair cut and eyebrows done after that. I look great, but I need a hair straightener. She asked me what I wanted to do with my bangs. I giggled and said I liked her's, could she do something like that? I'm sure she gets the request all the time. My paycheck was only 68 dollars and I had to give it all away to PPH. I won the bake sale basket at work! It's worth about 200 dollars. Inside there was two bottles of perfume, Valentino and Escada, a bunch of stuff from Benefit and some mascara and makeup remover from Clinique. Some of it is like face powder and blush, which I don't use because I like being pale and my face gets pink enough on its own. But I still won, holy shit!!
Wow, tangent.
I also ate 1/2 cup oatmeal, 1/2 cup almond milk, 1/2 cup total, and 1/2 cup frozen blueberries for dinner.
Then my parents came home with pie, and Mom watched me eat it. Some of it. Too much. So that's an unnecessary 360 cals (estimated by sparkpeople).
Today's total: 930. Burned about 105 cals walking around just doing stuff.
